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I wonder where you are tonight

Clayton's Story

...Hats Off...

Puumaja - Meren Kutsu

One more from absolutely impellent Puumaja

Puumaja - Punaiset seinät

My good finnish friend's band has finally made their first video which heralds Puumaja's first full-length album which is called "Meriselityksiä". Out May 27th 2009. Can't wait !

the starting gun

The heavy, pale, leaden sky looks like it's about to crash on my head smashing me to the ground. I can't even go outside to breathe, no time for breathing now, down with my head and toil, drudge, grind. On with the show...

This Yearning

...
and
every
single
day
without
you
seems
like
a
lifetime
of
solitude,
hopelessness,
despair,
breakdown
and
alienation

come
back
to
me
now
!!!

Frank Zappa's THE BLACK PAGE

A M A Z I N G !! !! !!
performace of one of the most complex compositions written by brilliant Frank Zappa

Dream Theater - A Rite Of Passage (from 2009 "Black Clouds and Silver Linings")

Dangervisit

So much writing on the walls, can you read it all
Can you see through the haze when the writing's small?
Can you read what it means does it make any sense?
'Cause it's all dollar bills and pounds and pence
Telling you what to do and what pills to take
When your head's in your hands and your belly aches
Where to go in the world when you need a change
Don't you worry about the bill, that can be arranged.

Make me sad, make me sleep, make me question,

Give me things that can calm this depression

Let me know what to do when my money's spent
Let me know how to smell and to pay the rent
Let me know what to do when my hair is gone
Let me know who to kill when the war is on
There's a woman of your dreams and she's all on the phone
Better send her a text when you're on your own

Make me sad, make me sleep, make me question,

Give me things that can calm this depression

So much writing on the walls

Feel, just obey !


You know that they can't harm you.
You know that they can't hurt you.
Don't want their dreams to waste me.
Don't want their dreams to save me.

High rises
Killing lows

Just a thought

Days filled with the feeling of being moved, being calm and in the right place. Seems a bit odd since I've got sooo much to do and in fact one deadline chases another one. So much to do and so little time but yet "everything seems to be done while you're at it" as was neatly phrased yesterday by C. Time passes in between towns, in between beds, in between being complete and utter yearning. Two weeks left and the college adventure will be over, it seems that it was couple months ago when we first had met and soon we'll have to say goodbye, with some people for good, with other just for now. Kinda sad. I'm optimistic, filled with hope and expectations though pretty enraged with myself at times 'cause I spend soo much time on doing nothing and so much there is to do. Well I gotta look for something to boost my motivation. Can't wait for tonight.Can't stop thinking about yesterday.